I am disembodied in a hotel room, my view point, from above a bed with two people in it.
It is a man and a woman, the man is raping her. In my dream state I am fascinated for several reasons. One is the fact that the room and the people are stable, the whole scene as solid as waking life, the second is the my empathy to the situation is incredible - the emotions and thoughts coming off the two is palpable like a being in a storm. But the dream decides to take it up a notch.
As I am watching this scene I am slowly compelled to decend into the being of the man. I become him, I feel all he feels, I see the stricken face of the woman underneath. I feel my dick inside her, pounding - a ball of dark fire in my chest, a roar of fixed intent in my mind. Soaking her pain and violation up and relishing it.
Then I descend into the woman, I become her, feel what she feels, see what she sees. The eyes of the man above me are fixed like two windows in a house, flat and sterile, his face immobile. A ball of dark pain and rejection in my womb, that reverbrates with each thrust. A deep horror and denial at was happening filling every cell in my body like a ripping scream.
I ascend up and way from them - strangley thankful for the experience.
Another dream:
In a cave filled with fire and smoke and ancient humans, once again me disembodied above them. They are chanting and droning and dancing, they all seem to be in a trance state - all of them beyond themselves.
In the back of the cave there is a woman on the floor having sex with a man. A small room has been prepared for her burial in the cave wall next to them. She is on so much strange drugs she has become an instrument for the rest of the tribe - they wish to see there God and will use her to bring him. I know this in a flash.
They open her skull and consume her mind as it is touching infinity in drug overdose and death. I recoil away from the scene turning my dream vision away only to lock eyes with the Shaman. He sees me also, no one else does. He has summoned his God.
I leave you all with a question....
When, in the future, we that is humanity, become like Jesus or the Buddha - who will our new Gods be?
That is All.